Well... We went back to school and I don't know how I feel about it. I have been struggling with leaving Claire with a sitter while I finish up my last year of school. So I found two professor that didn't mind babies as long as they aren't a distraction. So I toted Claire in her car seat across campus, and I got a lot of really funny looks, but also a lot of kind glances of encouragement. One girl even asked if she could carry Claire's car seat for awhile! Huge blessing, I was feeling a bit lonely and really out of place, and she really made me feel safe again. Thanks Liz, who is getting married soon. I will probably never see you again, but I promise to pay the kindness forward.
It all seems a bit overwhelming and I really don't want to do it. Do I stop going to school and then go back in two years and finish with BYU's online programs? Or do I plow through and finish by August? Hateful.